Call out to God and ask Him for His grace. In order for you to receive grace you need to be in good standing with God through Jesus. How do you come into good standing with Jesus? You acknowledge Him as your Savior.
John 11:25, “Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live.”
How do I acknowledge Jesus as my Savior?
You need to say a prayer. I don’t have any formula for this prayer. It is between you and Jesus. There is an example in the Bible of a publican that simply prayed: God be merciful to me as a sinner.
What I see as important though is that you acknowledge that you are a sinner and that you need Jesus to be in control of your WHOLE life. You might want to say that to Jesus in your prayer?
After you’ve said the prayer connect to Christians in your area- they will be able to assist you further. Please remember in your Christian walk that God will never contradict the Bible. The Bible must always be our most important Book.